Consuming Thoughts.

these thoughts that consume me.
these questions that burn me.
i do not know what to do.
i do not know how to find answers.
when you go away,
How am i going to live.
i will not see your smiling face.
i will not feel your gentle touch.
i will not receive your precious kiss.
these things are what get me thru each day.
the thought of knowing i will see you.
the thought of knowing i will not lose you.
but darling.
when you are oh so far away,
how shall i ever live.
how shall i be alone for so long.
how will my heart bare this change.
i do not know.
these thoughts that consume me.
these thoughts that change me.
these thoughts that take me over.