One More

Trying to forget you the first time seemed impossible.
But with you the impossible seemed possible.
So i just never forgot.
Instead i spent everyday wanting to be with you.
Never moving on.
Until now.
Now i can push through this.
I can say im over you.
I can say One day at a time.
Then i realize;
i need just one more pill.
just one more something,
to get me through the next nights of pain.
through the next nights of horror.
through the next night of sorrow.
just one more pill to set me up for a night of dreams.
just floating in the ocean.
where it feels as if there is no end.
This place of no end is where i want to stay.
unfortunately i have to wake up soon.
i have to go back to reality soon.
But until then i must relax.
and say. just one more.